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para mi

listaaaaaaaaaaaaa de pags. en las q estoy =_= :
- http://closetmind.deviantart.com/
- http://glassvisceras.blogspot.com/
- http://closetmind9.blog131.fc2.com/
- http://h.hatena.ne.jp/closetmind/
- http://f.hatena.ne.jp/closetmind/
- http://twitter.com/closetmind/
- http://doctormonster.livejournal.com/
- http://closetmind.tumblr.com/
- http://pupe.ameba.jp/profile/BdARYmzgswMs/
- http://www.youtube.com/user/anitavialactea
- Facebook...

y esas son las unicas q uso uwaaaa

:'(

you know what i hate the most about myself?
how easily i can be influenced and stuff
like tomorrow morning i was making plans about getting drunk like shit and being a whore but
now i just want to be cute and normal and quiet quiet quiet
meet nobody be quiet
be shy be quiet
be her
be cute be cute be cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sorry you cant

this is so easy to notice in my drawings right now im trying to draw in a style that i dont have the ability for.......................................
it's shit
i want to just draw very well what i can but
no i just want to draw everything i can't draw

i want to be everything i can't be

beautiful

i'd like to be graceful but no matter what, i can't
i'd like to be beautiful too

it's not easy becoming something you are not

it's not easy being something you don't want

my life is not hard, it is kind of easy
i make it hard and i complain over how heavy my cross is but
i'm just too weak and
i don't want to make any exercise.

if i have to choose between:
easy life
and
beautiful life
(no middle point)

i would choose beautiful life, even if it is not easy.

i need to do more colorful art +_+
like the way i did before
neon green bgs in with black lineart
all in paint...
it looks good and it's easy...

sometimes i sit down

i am stupid sometimes
(most times)

sometimes i'm smart

sometimes i'm so smart that i think
'no this people are dumb. i am right, i am right, i am right'

and i am superior.

no nevermind
i'd rather be a model

i'd rather run away

i'd rather be dumb and know nothing

ignorance is bliss, isn't it

duh

i realize that sometimes...
sometimes....

i act like a real autistic child orz